I guess I'm writing because I've been thinking about this girl lately.
Her hair; Sexy, vengeful maroon that's part straight part curly. Flows elegantly without her even trying.
Her cheeks; Uplifting, adorable cheekbones. Just by looking at them, my bad days are gone. And they've struck death over me a million times whenever I look at them.
Her smile; Short streak from one end to another but makes me go that extra mile just to see it again.
Her voice; Oh wow... I wish she could wish me goodnight, every night. That way, things don't seem as bad. A relief, a painkiller.
Her confidence; The epitome of my dream girl. She's got guts and big dreams in her eyes, and she does not care about what people think. She's a woman of her own. Strong and self-sufficient. A trait that I think attracts m the most. It's like looking in the mirror.
I guess we can call her J. What a beauty, what a beauty.
I've been looking forward to school lately because of her but since it's the study break, I don't get to see her. It's sucks. She's been in my mind all the time and she's the reason why I'm writing again.... Well, typing again. But when I do see her, oh wow. It's like she's all that exists in the world at that moment, in that instant. I'd steal glances at her just to make myself feel better. It's like I miss her so i have to look at her. But does she even feel the same way?
Call me weird but it's these things that make me go crazy. The beauty and the questions. Call me a dreamer but dreams do exists when you're awake.
But the thing is it's like we're worlds apart. Well mainly because of ethnicity and religion. I really wanna ask her out and I've consulted a friend about it and she said, "You don't know the future. Anything can happen."
But to ask her out knowing that there is a chance of it ending might be selfish and self-centered, but there's also a chance that everything can fall into place and you can have everything.
Wow, poetic and hopelessly romantic? I want to be spontaneous and not creepy.
Well, I just hope she knows how beautiful she is. Even if I'm not able to tell her that personally.
Till next time.
